Wow, I feel so irrelevant to him now it’s not even funny. He doesn’t text me anymore. He used to comment on my FB statues a lot but he doesn’t even do that anymore. Then there was that whole thing where he texted my friend to hang out a few times, but never once asked me.
I don’t know what happened. I don’t know what changed. All I know is it sucks. A lot.
John Mayer - Back To You
back to you, it always comes back to you
i tried to forget you, i tried to stay away
but it’s too late
justsayinggg replied to your post: So, I’m finally going to read ‘Fifty Shades of Grey’
christian is such a baaaaaaaaaabe omg you have to let me know what you think of it!!!
Ugh I knowwww. I’ve never been more attracted to a fictional character in my life. Like damn. haha. Oh I will, I’ll probably be posting a lot about it.
I’ve heard a lot about it and I just read a free sample of the first two chapters.
Needless to say I’m hooked and need more.
Bored with everything.
So, my grades for the Spring semester?
I graduated and got all A’s for my last semester at that college. Not a bad way to go, eh? :D
shall i compare thee to a summer’s day
thou art sweaty and warm and disgusting please go away
i’m at a job interview. they ask if i have any experience with computers and the internet. i look directly into the interviewers eyes and grin while i adjust my glasses
But I gotta leave you alone.
f is for friends who dont talk to you
u is for ur alone
n is for never having any plans at all, all i do is sit at home
capri sun more like capri ummmm wheres the rest
things i am scared of doing:
- ordering food in a restaurant
- walking down a busy high street on my own
- talking to people on the phone
- eating in front of people
- asking for help in a shop
- meeting new people
- being in a big crowd of people with a lot of people i don’t know
the future looks bright for me
right now. Last night I graduated from college, which obviously is something that I’m very happy and excited about. But at the same time it’s like omg.. I graduated college.
Time seems to be going by so fast and it scares me. :/
Holy crap. It’s such a strange feeling. I’m excited and nervous for what the future will bring. I’m transferring in the fall to finally start working on my major and obtaining my degrees.
One chapter is about to end, let the next begin!
My summer song.
So, me and ~him finally talked a little bit on fb chat but I couldn’t shake that feeling that I’ve been having that things have changed. i kind of felt like he was totally uninterested in the whole thing and as usual, I felt annoying.
Ugh, I hate this.
